Time for Thinkin'

I can’t take this blame
I tried to take the lead,
But my efforts were a shame.
Everything I could do I did…
 
Another unsuccessful shot!
The fail is just tiring…
Breathless and denying,
I haven’t forgot.
 
Shall I leave it to die?
What reckless sensation it brought…
This inconvenient lie,
This despicable thought.
 
Let my mind bleed…
Maybe that's all I’ve been pleeding,
Pull me back to solid ground and unleash it,
Take sometime for understanding.